The countdown continues….

Dec 23rd, 2012 | By | Category: Sparkle of the Day

Two days to go until Christmas and then three days to go until it starts all over again.  It’s the cycle that never ends.

Someone very, very special to me and who I love with all of my heart told me that I don’t need to try to beat myself up and make myself suffer like I do at this time and I am really trying not to do that this year.  I hope I am strong enough not to let myself go to the place that is so awful and dark…

I never, ever thought I would quote Sylvester Stallone but his words are so true and powerful.  After losing his son he wrote this….

“I fall to pieces from time to time. You just do. It’s a cycle you just have to
deal with, like a virus that keeps coming back.”

You go through this time of thinking, ‘It’s really horrible,’ then you come out
at the other end and realize there’s not much you can do about it and you
forgive yourself. … Then you go through another cycle where you don’t forgive
yourself, then you get over it again … It’s just an ongoing thing. And I don’t
think it ever goes away.

Enjoy the beauty that surrounds you all today.

Sending you all tons of LOVE and SPARKLES.. xoxooxoxxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox

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  1. Be strong Nina, sometimes being strong means being strong enough to lose it, break down, and come back again. Q’s memory is a blessing and it lives on through many people. Be strong Nina.

  2. Thank you so much Anne. xoxoxxo lots of love

  3. Nina,
    The powerful and beautiful love that binds you and Q will be with you forever. Continue to be compassionate wirh yourself. Thinking of you and sending love and comforting hugs your way! xoxo
    Julie

  4. thank you sweetie for your beautiful words. xoxox love and hugs to you

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